It is officially the first of July which means I have gone a whole month without chocolate. How shall I reward myself for this incredible achievement? With chocolate of course!
In all honesty, I thought that I would feel so much better for not eating chocolate, maybe even lose a little weight but I haven’t. I don’t actually think it’s made one bit of sodding difference.
Although this is annoying, I’ve realised that this isn’t the focus –> I’ve managed to do something so much more incredible. I’ve managed to ignore my cravings –> I have craved chocolate so much this month but I haven’t caved, I haven’t even been tempted and I’ve seen a willpower I didn’t know I had.
I’ve turned down chocolate cookies, chocolate cake, chocolate biscuits –> all things I would have had before, just because they were there. That in itself is a huge achievement for me and something I’ve never been able to do.
Although I will not be continuing my chocolate ban because lets face it, life without chocolate is just not worth thinking about, I will definitely be thinking more about my cravings and whether or not I actually need them –> it’s been a really interesting month and I feel like I’ve made huge progress.
That said it’s now time to spend 3 hours in a chocolate coma,